The moment of truth :)

since so many ppl say my blog is dead, i have no chioce but to post something lorh...
today afetr sch play bball wif many ppl lazy say out is hu liao, kinda forget.. but we play full court, the match is very fun cos both team r even.. jinghui improve alot liao lorh, azriel oso improve, jy azriel^^
today we play full court got other ppl oso, so they not very happy lorh, but so sorry, tat court is my grandfather buy for me de... lolz..
this few days, my mind is very confuse, i learn to look at future be4 doing stupid stuff, my mind still have many mysterious stuff undiscovered... im still young, some things i should touch cos im not ready.. many ppl hurt becos of me... in this 15 years, this days has been the most critical moment for me, the worst time of my life too.. im afraid to do stuff now... wad should i do??